I’ve got around 6 hours of sleep total between two “naps” since last Friday when I woke up that morning at 10. Basically been spun since. I was losing grip on reality earlier, my roommate was clearly trying to annoy me because he just doesn’t like me. But random days he acts like he does. Today is not one of those. Playing very bad rap music in his room (next to mine) basically full volume and you know, I assume he’s in the room. Hour later he walk in the front door. He had left to go to a store and left the fucking music on. And absolutely knows I have slept much and have to work early. Last night kept the music going until 2am when I was supposed be asleep so I could wake up at 5am for work. Didn’t sleep.

I work at a fast food restaurant and weekends are our busiest days and I’m so worried I’ll start psychosis. Pretty sure I was almost there earlier.

What is the point of this post goddamn. I just want someone to talk to. No one cares.