F23. Last night I met up with a guy from tinder to party at this Airbnb he got. Keep in mind this is my second time ever doing meth. Got super fucking high on crystal couldn’t stop hitting the pipe for more than 24 hrs. We fucked a few times and he came really fast every time. Suddenly he invited this ho and her pimp over to have a threesome and record it. we were chillin then they’re talking abt wanting to take me with her to go work a client and then he casually pulled out a fucking gun I started to feel really bad like this night is not gonna go well p sure they wanted to sell me and I’ve done some forms of escorting before so I know but I don’t do that shit anymore anyways they’re giving me Xanax and oxy and insisting I come we got in this loop for like 2 hrs talking abt it and I was too fucking high to think abt my well-being and leave but I did have a really bad feeling. The guy I was with was also a rando and lowkey encouraging it and I told him I was nervous abt these ppl coming and he said he wouldn’t let anything bad happen to me but I honestly see now I was being manipulated everyone trynna take advantage of me I mean I don’t know any of these ppl can’t trust them esp someone bringing a fucking gun and swinging it around threateningly. But yeah I ended up leaving the next morning and somehow driving home across town and having a fucking breakdown paranoid asf couldn’t stop crying and the ho and her pimp wouldn’t stop texting me telling me to link with them. And they also were putting lies into my head making me feel insecure saying that the guy I was with was talking shit abt me when I literally had just talked to him and he literally didn’t say anything. They were trying to get in my head turn me against him and have me come meet them to escort, the ho was telling me she’s my best friend. Finally fell asleep at some point at home and now I’m awake and feel like absolute shit I never want to do this again I mean I was just trying to have a chill time with one guy and smoke and fuck for hours instead it turned into this bs setup like there are some fucking sketchy ass ppl out there trynna make a $ no matter what. Honestly feel grateful to be alive and not fucking trafficked rn this shit is real happens all the time especially in my city. Anyways I’m super depressed today feel terrible physically can barely eat without wanting to vomit. This drug escalates so quickly and will surround you with dangerous ppl who will use u and rob u with a smile on their face trying to be your friend