I did my last and final bowl yesterday. I remember the last time I stopped I was tired for the first week, but that usually didn't start until 2 days after my last bowl. I'm falling asleep at my work in my chair. Coffee is doing nothing. Any tips? I have some shit dexedrine a co-worker gave me last year that I could use, but I'm trying to give all stims a break. I might have to use it though because my coworkers and boss are bound to notice.

I'm realizing now life is so much easier with meth. I'm happier, more friendly and outspoken, work much harder, etc. If it wasn't so unhealthy I'd get more, but it's killing me physically and mentally. I promised myself I wouldn't get more, but that was easy to say when you're high. For now I need to focus on staying awake for the sake of my job. I can at least sleep on the tram home.

Fighting to keep my eyes open on the toilet here. Scared I might fall asleep in the stall. I'd do anything for a huge bowl right now. Nothing on the planet wakes you up like meth. Sorry for the long ramble. Thanks all.