Fell for an escort a few weeks back. It’s reciprocated. We have been chilling a couple days a week and I already know this ends poorly. She wants out, but she ain’t gettin out. I was in the game(different game) for years and know how tough it is to change the lifestyle. I have a big boy job and am normal in my day to day for the most part. Aside from some methed up habits. Haha. I can feel myself getting drawn back into the hustle. I know I should cut her off, I’m already fucking off work staying up all night and into the morning. But I want to believe she’s going to get out. She says she’s cut out most clients and isn’t posting anymore, that she isn’t happy doing it anymore. I’m really pissed that my stupid feeling thing happened in the first place. It’s been like 7 years since I wanted anything more than either friendship or sex from someone. Damn emotions complicate everything. This sucks. Is there any way this will not end in a catastrophic devastating way?