Does anyone hit that plateau and look back at the last two years that seemed like 2 days and wonder why you’re still smoking it? I seen myself on my ring camera and I don’t even look like I used to…. So much money wasted and so much time gone… hours seem like min and days feel like hours and so on, but in the end it feels like yesterday I hit the bubble by myself without pressure and can’t hardly remember the rest… my wife and I have grown apart (she uses too) I always feel like she’s cheating because I’m paranoid as fuck and that makes me push her away which in turn she pushes me away and now we’re just tweakers that live together and fuck every now and then… do you think there’s a real chance to get back to the way things were before?? Or is it just the same rule, once a tweaker always a tweaker… I still got a lot of years left that I want to live and remember….. not sure where to go from here but I’m sure I’ll hit my bowl before I go to bed :( she’s always calling me to come back and I always do, god speed my fellow tweakers, may we all find happiness in the clouds one way or another! ✌🏻