I recently quit smoking pot because I overall just wanted to live a healthy sober lifestyle. I do have a history of addiction with other drugs that I’d rather not say. For the last few months I have just been irritated by the smallest things. It seems like I take everything the wrong way and get angry over what later seems like nothing. My anxiety has felt like a large rock in my chest that just does not go away no matter what I do to try and help myself. I have been trying to get into my doctor but they’re booked until the end of September and nowhere else is accepting new patients. I really feel at a loss because I get so overwhelmed with how much I hate the way I act and respond to literally everything and I just want to give up because I truly feel like the world might be better off without me. Sorry if this was long I just really need someone to understand.