I think i did, disability, chronicillness etc. But there was no other reason but wanted to get supported by ppl who are having through similar physical pain with me. I don't think other ppl really understand what it is, even they are my family, friends, or my theraphy. I have no idea if it is they can't or they don't. I think they can't cuz I couldn't sympathize myself with my old friend either. anyway I just want anything really good to happen to me. ppl always says, if there are bad things then there will be good things. and I just wonder, then how good should my life ahead? it really doesn't seems to. and I also know that is just old saying, but I just do want something good to happen, so I can comfort myself with all the bad things i get physically.