NOTE: not looking for diagnosis. Just wondering if this is something to be concerned about

I've noticed that ive been feeling worse lately but dont know if its real or serious enough because im always told im fine.

Ive noticed its been harder to so my homework and work work because of more frequent mental health episode

My skin starts to feel weird. It doesn't hurt it just starts to feel uncomfortable so i start waving my arm its almost like trapped uncomfy energy in my body.

Then i start to feel loopy. As if im high but im not and i begin making weird noises. And i start to lose control with my body.

Last night i was trying to turn on a YouTube video and was just hitting my tablet screen because of that weird skin feeling and i start humming to myself and get restless. It gets frustrating and ill start to yell out but can't make words. Sometimes its jumbled. I feel half aware during these episodes. Ill think about needing to do homework but my body does something else.

In the mornings i have distressful feelings as if ive been stabbed or hurt and i toss and turn before i actually get up.

Its like my mind is all over the blank or just blanks and my thoughts become mush.

Its gotten bad to where ny mom had to help me into bed sometimes when they get bad. Ill sit on the floor and tock or just do random stuff. And its like my awareness is muffled. Its there but like as a background character in the back of my mind .

I noticed also im starting to see, hear and taste things as well as smell things that aren't around. My most common things i see are cats or dogs. Then when i double back they disappear. I have animals but the ones i see are different from my ones that i take care of. So its like theres more animals when its not.

I dont know if its real or not sometimes but i didnt do it before i dont think They are becoming more frequent and it almost feels like im floating along as the days go by. Its strange