I’m about to turn 19 in a few days. My dad passed away when I was 11 on Christmas. I was getting social security up until I graduated HS. My mom would take it all and leave me 100 because she said the money was for her but given to me for some reason which idk if it’s true. And this summer I started getting small amounts of life insurance from my dad. It’s not much but whatever I do get my mom takes to pay off her cards because she says I don’t handle money well or I’m in a bad state mentally. I haven’t been mentally well since Idek even my adolescent ages. I’ve been going to therapy and I’m starting meds this week and I go to a psychiatrist. Im better but not the best but I don’t think that’s a reason for her to take the money I get. I haven’t had a job due to mental health issues so I’ve been saving and living off that money. I even help buy groceries and etc with that money. She claims I ran up her card so I owe her thousands. But I’ve only ever used her card for gas when I haven’t had any money and I needed to do DoorDash for extra money. Which isn’t even that frequently. And I’ve paid her back multiple times. I definitely doubt it’s in the thousands I’d say maybe 200. But she takes thousands from me. And then yells at me when I ask to use the money for moving out or to get stable while I find a job. Then blames me for my mental health issues and yells at me to move out when clearly I can’t at the moment. She hasn’t worked since before I was born. She gets worked up very easily and yells and throws things and calls me names and says to stop playing the victim and etc I’m trying my best to get out of here but it seems like I’m trapped. My mental health will get somewhat better then collapse because of what goes on at home I don’t even recognize myself or have motivation to do anything. I want to go to school but I don’t know how I’d even pay for it. I did awful in HS I had an awful GPA like 2.1 so I didn’t get scholarships and the grants I got from FAFSA didn’t cover even half of it. And my mom will call me lazy and a pig and a mentall mess because I don’t go to school and etc. I just feel locked in a loop of issues.