I don’t know what to do anymore. I wake up every single day anxious about something and nothing at the same time. I don’t ever feel rested or happy to be up. All I feel ever is how rushed I feel and how much I don’t want to do whatever I have To do. It’s me constantly battling myself to get up and do something. I want to hang out with friends and make plans but I always regret it later so I just stop making plans. I can’t keep up with texting friends back so I’m just slowly losing friends. I can barely get up and go to work I still have no idea how I manage to do that. My boyfriend does ALL of the cleaning at home, laundry etc. I don’t help one bit and I’m a huge piece of garbage for that yet I continue to do nothing and mope around. I don’t know what to do it’s not me choosing to not have motivation or energy, I just can’t do it and nothing helps I just have no idea what to do at this point. I don’t have insurance I constantly get denied for help and even if I were to get appointments I just don’t go to them. I’m literally helpless.