I spent my paycheck on stuff I want everytime I get it. I only have 500 roughly in my account and I'm supposed to be saving to move and a car. I can't stop spending but I know I'm not going to because at this point its too risky and I want to move away from my abusive controlling parents. I don't know how serious this is and I'm going to work for a few weeks and not spend anything at all but I'm worried I'm gonna cave. I'm really upset with myself and I feel like spending is the only thing that makes me happy. I have spent hundreds of dollars on expensive stuff and it's getting pretty bad. I hate myself . I just feel guilty and I know its not the end of the world since I don't have bills to pay and I don't pay for my own food but I just feel so bad idk. Can anyone else relate its my first job also