I’m tired. Not just physically but emotionally, mentally, wholly tired of everything and everyone. I feel trapped and filled with rage, not anger, rage. Chest tightening gave numbing rage that never seems to leave. Everyday I hear about the world burning and no one dies shit but neither do I. I just sit and seethe over my own insignificant little world that no one gives a shit about. I hate it. No one cares about anyone else. Friendships and relationships just feel like parasitic symbioses “I’ll be your friend cause there’s something you can give me” “ I love you cause you can serve me”. No one actually cares anymore.

And I don’t know what to do. I just wanna be done with it all.