I’m 18F senior in high school and I got rejected from U of New Hampshire (out of state) with an 85% acceptance rate and waitlisted from U of Vermont (out of state) w 71% acceptance rate. I just want this to all end. I never thought this would happen. What’s even the point of all of this. I had such a hard time in highschool and so upset that everything is messed up. I am so hurt. No one even cares about me. I messed up my grades because my parents are still in the process of a divorce since 2016 and I didn’t think I would actually make it to senior year. I got average grades and no extracurriculars and no SAT scores my essay was probably horrible. I was so smart. I believed I could do anything and go to UPenn that has been my dream school. Obviously I can’t fucking get in anywhere. I don’t see anything left for me. I still have other schools to hear back from but those schools are more difficult to get in than these so what’s the point of waiting. I’m so upset and sad and mad. I hate my parents that they ruined me. All I needed was to get into school so I can leave but now that isn’t even a possibility. I just want to be able to go in my sleep and just leave. No one even cares about me. There’s no one to stay for. I just need to be gone. And I understand this may seem so little to others but I need to go to Uni there is no other option.

Disclaimer *I’m not going to commit but I’m just really sad at the moment I don’t think I would able to go through with it. I just needed to vent i guess*

Edit not really looking for advice I guess none of it really helps I’m sorry.