Every day it's the same I wake up and have no energy I try to get up and do things but it just makes me feel worse my therapist says to just see how things go but how long does he expect me to wait it's been 5 mounts now with the same stupid response "oh well you know tell me how you feel next month" how many more months does he think I can do this when every day feels like torture I tell him everytime that it's not getting better it's only getting worse and he responds with the same fucking shit at this point if I have to wait any longer I might just end up dead how much longer do I have to wait do I have to wait until i attempt to kill myself or maybe till i actually do maybe that will kill this pain