Heyy sorry I wasn't sure who to talk about this but also guess needed to get this out. So about over just a year ago I found out my biological father passed away (I was adopted). I never asked any questions when I finally decided to contact my biological family. Until yesterday I finally caved and asked one of my brother in law's (husband of one of my bio sisters) what year. 2008. I don't know if this should weigh so much on me. I never even met him. But it does. It is. I feel like all day and night I've just been feeling hazed out and I don't actually know how to get through. I thought I was done grieving but maybe I'm not? I can't explain this feeling even though I've lost so many family members even recently. But something about this is eating me inside. 😔