Hello, I have an SO who is so addicted to games that they set an alarm for event and such in games they are playing. I feel like I am 2nd in their life and that they dont care about my feelings or needs. I feel that they and I have lost some if not all intimacy in our relationship. I get to the point that I feel the need to seek what I am missing with someone else. I have struggled with finding a place to belong for a very long time. I thought I had found it, but now I feel like I didnt.

I can feel myself spiraling down a black hole again. Isolated and alone. I can feel myself drowning in my own feelings of worthlessness.

I need help pulling out of this.