Dude, I’m tired literally, no fight left, I don’t know how much more I can take. No car, mom is sick, sister needs to go to school, can’t afford food. Depression and anxiety keep setting in. It’s getting hard to be positive. I don’t know how we’re going to get out of this. I feel my mom has slightly started to give up too. I can see her breaking. Only song that keeps replaying in my head is The Neighbourhood- The beach. This song is helping me cope, I just play it and cry as hard as I can while pretending I’m somewhere else, in some other life. I sat at the bus stop today, and listened to a lady on the phone complain about her life and job. I begged to be in her shoes. I rather be in anyone else’s but my own. It’s getting so dark.. I also am hearing way more voices than I ever have. They’re so mean