I'm in therapy and on antidepressants but I'm still struggle so much. There's something that I don't know if I can talk about to my therapist because I don't know if it's inappropriate. I think I'm hypersexual.

I crave sex so fucking much but I'm the type of person to not really get any. I haven't had sex in over a year and I don't know how to start again. I feel like I contradict myself so much so that I am stuck. I want sex so so much but I'm basically scared to try to have sex again. I don't want to do hookups or anything like that. I want someone special in my life that I can have sex with but also a relationship. I don't think it's possible to find someone with the same sex drive as me or even what I'm into. I don't think it's appropriate to talk to a therapist about this or I at least don't feel very comfortable doing it. I feel like talking about sex with someone is asking for sex in a way so I'm kinda uncomfortable doing it. I have massive anxiety, especially around new people so it's so hard to think that finding what I want is even possible.