I have tried and tried to be a better person, I have recently cut my hair, got a job and have been trying to be better. My girlfriend and I have had yet another argument, but this time it was different. I want to give up with her, I understand I’m not the perfect boyfriend, but I’m genuinely trying my hardest with all the mental energy I can handle, but whenever I bring things up that she does to upset me, she throws it back at my face. I now realise that I have no purpose, or no real reason for existing. I have been the misfortune that people have to put up with. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m beyond done, I just want to be happy. But I don’t think it’s possible. Thank you to those who listen to me.