I’m so exhausted man… I isolate myself because it’s so hard to constantly sit around people and pretend I’m okay. Either I always feel like I’m pretending or killing the mood because I don’t have the ability to force happiness sometimes… I’m trying my best to improve and grow in my life but lately I feel like I’m stuck in limbo not knowing what my path looks like. I’m tired of fighting tired of constantly feeling like every decision I make is wrong or having so much anxiety I can’t make a decision at all… and I have no one that I can tell any of this to… therapy isn’t helping me I feel because I don’t have the ability to have appointments everyday to even begin to scratch the surface of whatever is going on in my head. I just want my time man… I’m TIRED!