Those idiot f##king thoughts i have some idiot thoughts and they are really annoying in such way were the 1 day without them im good but if they start appear again they can ruin my whole life and day and the worst thing is that i don't have a girlfriend and im sure if i had 1 those thoughs will not appear that often or maybe they would disappear but i don't have 1 and im trying to start talk to girls that i like but the girls that i like doesn't like me for some reason and Idk what im doing wrong and today i discovered that 1 of the girls i like deleted my comment and i didn't even said something simp or cringe i just send a emoji to describe my feelings that time the thing i comment was this 🙂->🥲 and i did it to see her reaction but she delete it like it was a word saying i love you or something and i tear up now that wouldn't happen in normal times but i was depressed and with all those things happening in the same time makes it worse i can't stand it anymore i feel like i lost everything