(In uk for reference) Started uni at insurance after complete failure on a-levels. Dont really have friends at uni tbh. Usually eat alone and go lectures alone. People always say i look grumpy but im just depressed/tired, i think. Looking at opportunities to exit out of uni but very doubtful ill get a shot. I have tried applying for work experience at spring and ive gotten 0 responds back. Applied to 20-30firms, but that can be due to grades and uni i go to People who have faced rejections/failure and no seek of positive outcome in future. How fo u cope? Ive tried using mental health service at uni, but they cancelled appointment i booked 3 weeks in advance and now i gotta wait another 3 weeks, which makes me question if what im going through is serious or really worth talking about, if im still alive and at uni. Sorry for rant