Beginning of the year should have been a warning for what one about to come, my gf/situation ship left me because I spent too much money on her. Yes, I can be insecure, obsessive and my toxic trait is self-sabotage. I "Mr. T" started a year ago taking medication for my depression, so I been in self-discovery for also 2 years now. Found out I also struggle with adhd, ocd, gluten free and lactose intorelent, these aren't medicated yet. But over the course of the year, I struggled with my depression to also the point of no return.

Currently I work at Harbor Freight in Michigan as logistics supervisor, yesterday an incident happened at work. Prior, to conversation, I sent out an email to Store manager "Mr. J" regarding items found in the wrong spot. I told my store manager that I had to give a customer had item at lower price because the Michigan pricing law, he basically told me I needed to be 100% positive a customer didn't put in the wrong spot. Oh, I was, I remember seeing it earlier in the wrong spot. So, I knew we were at fault, so I gave the customer a $50 discount.

During the manager meeting, I was under the imprecation if it was about getting to bottom of who's not working. Nope, this was all about intimating me, Mr. J informed everyone that he has been watching the cameras. "backstory" I have been accused of sleeping with my associate, I don't want to go into details right now" This was directed towards me; his body language told the whole story. He said does anyone have anything to add, sale manager "Mr. E", do you have anything.

Mr. E. Turns and looks at me "wtf the is your problem with me, I am nice to you all the time. I have done nothing wrong against you" Spreads his arms, "you want to come at me lets go, you go to HR about me"

I back away and turned and walked out, Mr. J follows me out the door, "Mr. T I need your radio, and he's needs to talk to you later."

Should have just quit and say fuck it, nope I turn around and went into the cash office with two managers. Mr. E and the witness.

Mr. E throws the paper down onto the office desk "I contacted Hr regarding this and they said we need to write you up for being $5.05 over. I am coming for you now; you better be on your guard."

I didn't hesitate, I signed the papers and left. Mr. E. "Mr. T if you want to quit, it won't bother me." said with a joking demeanor. I clocked out and left.

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My current mental health, not good, but not horrible. It's still a struggle every day, I start new a medicated tomorrow. I never wanted this but guess it's my problem now. I reported this to harbor freight already, and I can say I am scared to go to work, scared of my Mr. E.

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Thank you for listening.

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