So it’s been almost 2 years since this girl and I broke up and when it happened I wasn’t too worried because I thought to myself, “I’ve done this before and I can do it again.” That is not the case. We talked for awhile after we broke up and she told me she got another boyfriend a couple weeks later so I decided it was best to just cut things there because I couldn’t bring myself to talk to her anymore. About a year goes by and my birthday comes up and I get a text from her. I thank her for the happy wishes and go on with my day. Another year goes by and it’s my birthday again. By now I’m praying she doesn’t text me because I was doing better for awhile and didn’t need a reminder of her. So the day came and went with no text. Fast forward again to last night. Me and my buddies get home from a fun night out at the bar and we go our separate ways for the night. Something in me made me dream about talking to her again. Made me dream about fixing things. I do miss her more than anything and I do think about her everyday. This woman lives rent free in my head and I don’t even live in the same city as her anymore. I cannot keep doing this. I have her blocked on everything except her number in case of an emergency. I’ve deleted all photos and messages and still can’t seem to get over it. Please help