Hello. I’m 19 YO M. Growing up I was more favorited by my dad than my mom. My dad and I were extremely close while my mom was closer to my brother. Sadly when I was around 11 I lost my grandma, grandpa and my dad in the same year. And things at home got worse. It went from verbal to physical sometimes even to this day. I can tell I am not favorited or liked by my mom. So whenever I tried getting help as a minor she wouldn’t make any appointments or try to get my help. While my brother was in therapy since it happened. I never really grieved it felt like I couldn’t cry. It could of just been shock. But I get told my people a lot that I have no empathy and I’m cold hearted and use people. But I really don’t even try to be. I’ve always had issues in school and with people. I was always skipping and grades were awful and etc. to this day it’s like I can’t control my emotions. They go all over in a matter of seconds and then last hours or even days. I can feel really empty and sad for no reason or really angry or even really happy to the point I’m like jumping up and down and laughing. But again most times I just feel empty and lay in bed. My mom doesn’t believe much in mental health issues. I think she has some of her own but she’s never gone to therapy or wants to admit it. She says it’s just playing the victim game and to get over it. I’ve been to therapists and psychiatrists but they all prescribe me medications without even listening to me. They just tell me it’s stress or anxiety but deep down I feel like it’s more than that. I keep losing friends due to my out lashes and I just feel empty and misunderstood. I don’t know what’s happening to me but id at least like people to hear me out on my full story. Is there anything you guys did to get people to beleive you