Me (23f) and my partner (24m) took mdma for our relationship this weekend. I had a pretty adverse experience while he on the other hand was super happy, turned on and energetic and feeling love. I haven’t stopped crying since the experience. Like today I balled my eyes out for a hour.

On the Saturday when we did it, I cried the whole night, and felt super heavy from my emotions. On the drug I couldn’t move I felt too heavy and I was shivering and cold from the dark emotions. A lesson was taught to me on the drug where it showed me I didn’t feel good enough. It was a repeating phrase. I repeated it while crying to my partner. I also cried for my partner and the hurt he experienced in his life I could really feel the pain he felt in that moment. My partner was asking me really intimate questions and telling me how he feels and I just kept crying feeling so overwhelmed.

What do I do I haven’t felt right since the Saturday and I’ve been crying so much. ( I also never cry normally)

Can anyone help or give advice ?