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Hi everyone,
So I already had experience with MDMA, and when I was younger the effects on me were similar as to most people: energized, happy, loving etc.. Then after doing work with other psychedelics, the way mdma affected me (regardless of the settings) was extreme fatigue (can barely keep my eye open), feeling a bit asocial, and just not much more happening. I wondered what the change in response to mdma might be due.
Anyway yesterday, I tried to do a solo mdma session, wanting to work on some fear/trauma, and also wondering what would come out due to my usual response to mdma. The truth is that throughout the trip I just felt extremely tired, spent the trip lying down.. and not much more happening.. nothing came up.. just me completetly pinned down to the bed. I did end up redosing quite a bit (I took 100mg to start with, then after 80min another 50mg, after 60 another 50mg.. and then after another hour a 100mg... i know this one was silly but i really wanted to do some work :(....
I tried to look online why I might be experiencing such a fatigue during mdma trip, and also curious as to why nothing came up (despite dosing quite a bit)... Wondering if anyone here has had a similar experience? Or any idea?
Thank you!!!
They pretty much all start at 120mg for initial dose regardless of size. MDMA is a threshold drug, you have to pass a certain hump for the roll to happen. Good analogy is like getting to an orgasm in sex, you can be at a point just below orgasm where you can maintain the stimulation but never peak. So doing 100 plus 50 plus 50 is really just like edging yourself. For some people 100 is enough, but clearly in your case it was sub-threshold. Redose timing also depends on how the initial dose hit you. If you’re actually rolling at the 60 minute mark, it’s okay to wait until the 90 or 120 minute. If you’re not feeling a strong come up by 60 minutes, assuming you’re on an empty stomach, you need to take the second dose sooner or you’ll never peak.
Didn’t pass any judgement in my comment, not sure why you said that. Looking at your history there is also some very questionable and extremely dangerous drug use patterns in your very recent history. Please take care and be responsible, these can be very dangerous taken at extremely high doses like you have taken. Honestly you really shouldn’t be taking any psychedelics with the extensive mental health issues you currently have. Especially drugs like MDMA which can throw your neurotransmitters even more out of sync than they already are. It’s a recipe for long term and severe psychosis.
Set and setting, this drug gives back what you put into it. You also didn’t really take enough on the initial dose, if you wait too long for the redose it just gives you stim because the enzymes to metabolize more MDMA have already been shut down by the first dose.
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Yeah happy to help, everyone is a bit different so it takes some fine tuning. My girl is tiny at 110lbs and needs 150mg, but she has a natural higher tolerance for stimulants and a naturally high seratonin level and unregulated receptors. I know other people that absolutely fly on 60mg. With the redose you really just have that initial window to take enough to get you over the bump, best of luck with your sessions!