Context: took 120mg, didn't respect the dosage on second attempt one month after (120 110mg booster) and had the worst comedown ever.

First off, I am not thanking anyone for pushing the idea that it was "just integration bro".

As of today, I feel much better but I still suffer from reminiscents. I now have some sort of dyslexia (it gets better by the month) and fortunately, most of my vocabulary and phrasing's back on track: thanks to the supplements I've been taking (nac, lion's mane, cordyceps intenso...) as I wouldn't have survived otherwise.

My mood is a lot better, I have lost a lot of what I used to be and I'm dubitative on whether my recovery will be complete enough for me to pursue the therapy. I plan on recovering 2 more years.

The stuff was tested positive, maybe I should send it to a lab, but all the inductive signs suggest pure mdma.

I used to have dreams during sleep, now I don't.

I believe I've done some damage, stupid of me to have made such a mistake, I'm not sure how to approach the thought of it.

Please follow the protocol by the letter and wait properly between your sessions, best of the best based on an experienced therapist's suggestion: 4 months between sessions.