Hello, fellow healers. I wanted to share an update on my journey with you all, and hopefully, it will inspire someone who is struggling with trauma, just like I did.

I've done 30 sessions over the past 4.5 years, and it's been a life-changing experience. For over 15 years, I suffered from debilitating depersonalization (DPDR). I felt lost, with zero sense of self, and I had binge drinking problems, deep intimacy issues, etc etc. I tried every possible thing, read every book, and analyzed every possible detail, but nothing seemed to work. I thought there was no way out, and I was truly screwed.

But today, when I consider where I am, it's nothing short of miraculous. It has been a 'peeling the onion' experience, where I continue to uncover layers and get closer to my true self and living in alignment with the universe. The further I go on this journey, the more the universe seems to serve things up to me, as though it wants me to heal.

I've learned that the longest journey you'll take is from your head to your heart. And doing MDMA therapy has helped me in that journey. I have not experienced any cognitive issues whatsoever doing MDMA at my frequency. I did the first 25 sessions with a guide, but now I do solo sessions. I used to do the MAPS protocol, but now I do 1 x 150mg because I don't have a comedown.

The answers to healing exist within the body, and it's essential to listen to the universe. After 15-20 sessions, I got fully out of suffering, and now it's a journey of self-actualization and becoming my full self. The effects have been profound on all aspects of my life. I used to have a lot of limitations in my career, hid from everything, and pursued things that weren't aligned with me. But now, I have mentors, and I've built a successful company. It's as though the universe is serving this all up. It doesn’t mean life is easy, I am in the fire of everyday living (kids, relationships, career stresses) but I no longer suffer.

My advice to those who are struggling is to tune in and consistently do the work. There is a path out of this, and all you have to do is put one foot in front of the other. Don't give up, and trust the process. Remember, healing is not linear, but it's worth it.

I hope my experience inspires someone to take the first step towards healing. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me.