I’m an ISFJ.

I would describe myself as sort of being a naturally stressed out person, I always look quite exhausted and it’s largely because my sleeping schedule is just so inconsistent (has been since 2020, I mean I try to be in the bed no later than midnight but I know it takes me a little while to fall asleep so I’m not helping myself.) I am either an enneagram 6w5 or 6w7.

I work with children, I am a teaching assistant (I started as a sub, and am almost nineteen so lack experience. I’ve had my job for six months.) I have depression and anxiety. I am currently sick (have a very bad cold) in part due to my job. I don’t tend to wear makeup and honestly don’t really know how to wear it. I range between being fairly calm and being well pretty anxious. I regard most people as being untrustworthy and having questionable morals, but feel like within the past year I’ve become just a little bit less pessimistic about life (2023 in particular was a great year for me.)

I also value effective communication now, more than ever before. I try my best to communicate at work to ensure there aren’t any serious problems. I’ve become very intrigued by decades/decadeology within the last couple of months and enjoy thinking about the future. I was a more avid reader about a year ago, I don’t read as often now (hardly ever) which is bad, I know. I’ve realized, even though I had trouble with asking one or two particular people for advice often almost three years ago, that as an adult I don’t really want to seek advice from people so often anymore and feel, in a way, like I need to live life and let myself make mistakes so that I can grow as a person.

I am not necessarily worried about whether or not I’ll eventually have another partner, though I sometimes wonder if I could get/obtain one.

I find South Park, the first 10 seasons of family guy, and that 70s show to be quite funny. What I worry about more than anything else is money, as I’ve grown up poor and know it is hard to survive in this economy (I’ve also grown up in an apartment complex.) I fell in love w rocky horror picture show when I first saw it about three weeks ago.

I realized just now when reflecting (I always like to reflect and think about how I’m doing) that I partly have been eating so much more today - so much more recently - because I am stressed and it is a distraction. I walk a lot and haven’t gained noticeable weight because of it (also probably due in part to my age) but I know deep down that I shouldn’t eat so much as I’ve never wanted to be overweight. I also just thought “well who am I trying to please” which I know isn’t a good mindset to have, I know I should care about my appearance no matter what others think.

I am not that attracted to most people. I recently watched Rocky horror picture show and thought Dr frank n furter (Tim curry) was wonderful - I watched the film three weeks ago but it’s the most attracted I remember having felt toward someone in a long time. I also had a huge crush on David Bowie in middle school

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