I’ve been a frequent masturbator since I was an early teen, and feel like I have a very high sex drive. It’s never been uncommon for me to cum 3 or even 4 times in a day from jerking off.

Lately though, I have been sinking so deep into my masturbation and I can’t stop myself. My sessions have turned from “I need to get off so I can concentrate” to open ended goon sessions where I just lay on my bed, take out my cock and watch porn, comment, and chat with other horny edgers until I’m literally forced to finish because of a meeting or my fiance coming home.

Yesterday, I spent nearly 4 hours mindlessly stroking myself.

Today, I’m 2.5 hours in and don’t want to stop. I love the feeling of letting my freshly jerked hard cock get soft while I write a post or answer an email for work. The feeling of my hand cupping around my full balls, taking my soft yet deprived dick back in my hand and feeling it pulse back to size on command. It’s so addicting and starting to be all I think about. I require so much time for my sexual needs that now I basically spend every moment not taking care of my priorities on gooning.

I don’t know whether i should lean more into it and embrace the debauched obsession or if this is bad for me and I should try and stop. All I know is the only thing on my mind is pumping and it’s going to take a lot to cure this addiction at this point.