It started when I made an alt account just to look at porn and get a quick nut. I use to just lurk and take care of business but slowly before I realized it i was edging myself longer and longer and when I finally did cum they was those mind shaking orgasms that make me shoot ropes across the bed. Of course I started making post to find a partner to just sext with while scrolling. Then i connected with a woman that liked to watch for the first time and i was hesitant and nervous but when we got into it i discovered i like being watched. That was a pretty good boost to my confidence because i can admit im not exactly tall dark and handsome but short chubby and hairy. Then after I started to post nudes. At first it was just typical dick picks then i discovered subs dedicated to men with bodies like mine to post in. This progressed from Just pictures showing more of my body to videos of me full on stroking. Thanks to Reddit i discovered I'm an exhibitionist that loves to spend hours masturbating and edging and i doubt i will ever stop