Two weeks ago, I was in bed masturbating and while I was at ut I noticed a scary bug right next to me on my nightstand. That was disgusting af. I didn't want it to run around so I grabbed some tissues. Squished it down and threw everything away. I didn't finish what I was doing then. Any ways, days go by and I'm net getting turned on and I don't feel like masturbating at all, which is really unlike me. I'm just keeping myself busy doing other stuff so I don't have to touch myself. The problem is I really want to touch myself cuz I like it, but I can't get myself to .... I can't masturbatte anywhere outside of my bedroom so changing my spot isn't an option. Plz help ugh. .