I up very late last night just edging myself. I had many opportunities to cum and watch porn and just explode but I didn’t because I wanted to share that experience and had a particular vision In my mind. I wanted to make someone cum and cum to them cumming.

I spent HOURS scrolling Reddit looking at amateur couples, chubby women, mom bods, and pawgs. I just didn’t feeel the climax so I held it in. Kept it together even at times when I was so close thinking a better moment will come and it’ll be justtttt rightttt. I went to sleep aroused and unpleased.

I’ve been sick so I went to go get much lunch today and as I waited in traffic, a car ran the red light almost T boning the car in front of me which would have rolled over to me. It wasn’t near death per day but boy did I almost shit myself.

My point is, me not enjoying myself and suffering thinking “there will be a better time” or moment might have been one of the last time I could’ve had a joyful orgasm so take the chances and live in the moment and cum as much as possible. Yes you high libido baddies, moan loudly and don’t hold back. You’ll never know when it’s your last moan 😘