M58 Reflecting on the saying I heard frequently as I was growing up, “practice makes perfect,” and what evidence in my life confirms this. Masturbation is the most obvious answer. I’ve been practicing consistently for well over 45 years. Initially it was how to cum fast in the limited time I had. Then it was how to do it quietly so my roommate sleeping in the same room wouldn’t hear me. Then it was while imagining fucking my roommate who was also my live in girlfriend’s best friend, something I never acted upon irl but occasionally wonder what if when I see her to this day. Learning new methods of masturbation from a book that my girlfriend gave me on how to please a man. Marrying my girlfriend but still continuing to satisfy my higher drive with my new found skills. Learning how tasty my precum was in my 30’s. Enjoying the emergence of free porn on the Internet in the late 90’s. Taking time in the mornings to pleasure myself and cumming all over myself before showering and washing it away. The emergence of video porn in my 40’s and seeing sexuality in new ways. Discovering edging in my 50’s and finally finding how much I love to eat my cum which in hindsight makes sense based on how much I love eating my wife’s pussy. All in all the journey has involved practicing, exhibiting curiosity in how to improve my skill and all of the positive feedback that orgasm provided.

Very clearly this is the one thing I feel I’m closest at calling myself an expert at. No bragging but I have s hard time thinking of something I do better.

What intrigues me is how my skills stack up with others. I’m interested in how others masturbate and and how to further advance my skill. I also wonder if I were to use my skills on another man, if he would appreciate my skills as much as I do. Certain drives my curiosity and will likely experiment at some point in my pursuit of honking my craft.

Side note: This isn’t something that helped with pleasuring women in my life including my wife. That’s a different skill that I don’t get to practice nearly enough and clearly don’t have as much skill.

What frustrates me most is not giving to others the pleasure I know I can give to myself.

Rambling thoughts from a stoned and horny man that is preparing to pleasure himself yet again