the first time I touched myself (21F) must’ve been around when I was 12-13 y/o, and I did it with my parents sleeping beside me…

for context, we were staying at a relatives house, so my parents and I were sleeping in the same room, and that night I had had my first wet dream (with a woman). At the time I didn’t know what what’s going on, I just woke up from the dream in the middle of the night and something itched down there, so I put my hand under my underwear and started feeling around with my fingers until one motion felt good, and then I just couldn’t stop. I did my best in being quiet, and to this day I think they didn’t notice, but it was so hot doing that knowing that at any moment I could get caught…

Since then, back at our home, I purposefully left my door without locking when I was masturbating, so I could feel the thrill that at any time someone could walk in (one time my mom actually did and caught me in all fours…)

Even now having sex with my boyfriend, one of the things I do to have an orgasm is thinking that someone’s coming and about to open the door at any second….it works every time