all the years i could have been with a woman and be happy just like when i got a couple of dates i got nothing, i know dating is hard but i feel really bad for not being able to go out instead of being in my house since many years i have been like this, i am 20 years and i know i have more life, but the feeling that my life has no sense, the apathy for everything i am tired i know is my fault too for not being that extrovert but what i experienced with people is not too good... I wish a girl would come to hug me but sometimes i don't even have energy for that, i hate everything i am tired all the day, i can't even concentrate, which makes my life (specially as a student) so much harder