We had very good conversations and also we had fun but one day while we were talking about how tired i was of being alone i told her (she was telling me that i should focus on study to improve and have a good job and finally a girl would be with me) "talking to u is just making me feel worst" but i meant in that situation, i did it because she said that if i was good at work i wouldn't be expelled and also that is what a woman wants a man able to sustain himself and she said ok and leaved the chat, we were talking for two months and even it was like 3 months ago i keep missing her, i even waited at 2 or 3 am to talk with her, she said i was really sweet, why she did this? was my mistake so big?