Since I was 16, I have felt distant from society. So I would try and research countries that seemed to fit into my ideals, but sadly covid changed them for the worse. The next idea was to try and boost my career, but I have been kinda stuck at entry level for a bit. Dating has had a little blips here and there, but I don't want to get into that too much. Even community has been soso. The fact of the matter is I do not feel part of American society, despite my "individualism", if it is not part of the clique, not one appreciates it. Further, many of the haven in society for people like me have been taken over by "people people" and now there is very little sanctuaries that are culturally approved. There still are some places that are an oasis, but I do worry that they too will sour to modernism and there are not many plan B's after that. How do I deal with my solutions to modern society going up in smoke?