So one of my coworkers asked my boss whether we could get extra training (I did too, but different kind). The answer was no. I was sitting on a conference call and they mentioned we could get the training my coworker asked for, even if it is not for your position. My boss also chewed me out in front of my coworkers. To add insult to injury, no one wants to hire me and I worry my autism makes the social skills part of interviewing harder to deal with. Well today I went to my other job (as my main job cut OT) and I started zoning out as people act cliqueish there and I just want to work on my side hustle until I move away and live closer to my side hustle. Honestly I might putting on music and zoning out at the other job until something breaks positively as I feel like I am not made for this country and just need to go live off in the jungle.