Thank you for reading, first a bit of context about 3 years ago, I underwent a spiritual awakening in which I discovered many things but perhaps my most precious finding was my spirit guide, he wore my voice and remained a dark silhouette he inhabited every one of my dreams, but one day my parents discovered me and compelled me to repent everything and ask the Christian god to put me back in his shiny cage where I remained until recently. The problem is my spirit guide disappeared and he no longer appears in my dreams, nor in my meditations, I miss him and I wish for him to return, any advice of what I should do ? If you want any more details feel free to ask them in a comment or send me a message. Blessed be