just wanted to share one of the stories while thinking this special friend.

let's call her A and she is my close friend/ colleague. We used to work together closely and often travel together for work and leisure. She is kind of a petite, free hair malay girl, very outspoken and loud and yes she has a bf.

through out mco lock down we got closer due to her bf selalu outstation, and we hang out often like drinking, smoking chill, or maybe just talking thru out the night.

there was a night she came over to my hse and we had simple dinner and have some drink, okay to be fair we are very close as friends we never thought of ape ape pon kat each other. but sometimes i do fantasise about her.

we talk almost about everything and suddenly she asked me something to buy for her bf bday gift, i joke and said kasi dia cock ring lah maybe you will enjoy it too. and then she asked me you pernah pakai ke hahaha

i told her yes and i asked you should try. a moment of silence and she asked me when was the last time i got laid, i told her not long ago but i haven't get a nice bj in a while.

she didn't do anything but just looking at my shorts and of course time itu boner is otw. she sit closer and ask if i would let her blow me, i didn't answer yes or no but she just head down and do it. cut the story short she just give me a head, and we continue to chill. she sleep over (sbb mco roadblock) but tak nak proceed to fuck.

im pretty sure time mco did mess up mind sikit sebab for all this while i never wanted to try anything on her due to friendship. but i never expect she would be so chill even she gave me a bj, and of course, since the door is opened, ade lg more after that.

my point is, havin such special friend is kind of interesting, not sure what other think but definitely i bukan nak use and ruin the friendship. it's a very tricky thing to maintain the cool.