so I'm having some symptoms still while I've successfully reached remission a year ago. I get tired, I'm unmotivated, I blame it on my fatigue, but I'm suspect that its actually my depression symptoms left. I spend seriously weeks at a time alone, even in my last relationship that was 2 years of abuse, I was alone, now it's been 8 months living alone, I reach out to people to come do stuff with me, but I just dont have anyone in town that is close with me anymore. I always say, "oh I'm in a flare I can't get out of bed" but i really think it's my depression, I'm taking multiple medications, my travel is unpredictable since I'm sharing a car with my mom, so I'm not comfortable with going back to therapy. not trying to have a Pity party, these are the facts, and I'm trying to say them factually, which, my "friends" in town also dont understand. like if say something, I say it factually, because like that's just life, I'm not looking for advice or anything and most people (who unfortunately have moved out of state or out of town) understand that. the people here think I'm looking for attention.