A bit long winded sorry in advance.

So for reference I'm a guy, ive known this girl for 9 years. We almost dated shortly after we met but i was young and dumb and never told you how i felt and she moved away. Well she moved back a couple years back and we still see each other fairly often. I didnt make the mistake again and made sure she knows how much i love you, the feelings never died if anything they grew stronger. She has never judged me or yelled at me (not that i ever gave her a reason to) and she just likes me for me. She's the kinda girl where i could get horribly maimed tomorrow and ahe wouldnt look at me any different. There's just one problem, during the time she was away she met someone and got married. She knows how i feel about her and has never once used it to take advantage of me in any way at all. I offered to pay for her divorce if it came to it so we could be together. Now i know that could come off creepy or out of line but stick with me here. She tells me that if i want to be with her ill have to be patient and she's not making me any promises, i appreciate she wont do anything to set me up for disappointment. Will about a month ago we were hanging out alone for the first time in years and it was just like two people who have known each other for years would behave. All the way up to when she was about to leave and, as is normally the case, went to give her a hug bye. But thats when it happened. As we embraced she rested you cheek against mine gently and firmly all at once. I knew then this moment was special as every moment with her always is, but this moment was a crack in a dam. That one embrace could have lasted a lifetime or it could have been less than a minute. She slowly began to pull her head away and i knew, in that split second i knew, as she did not let go of me and the look in her eyes and the slight twitch of her lips, this moment had become so much more. As our lips slowly met, for the first time since what felt like a life ago, the crack in the dam the hug had cause became a rupture and a flood of emotions consumed me and it all went into that kiss and in the way she kissed me back i knew she felt the same way. We became two unstoppable forces of the hearts crashing into each other and mixing together. The magnitude of affection we had for one another was intense, though how we felt about each other had be briefly mentioned throughout the years it had become clear just how much we had been holding back our feelings. How do i put it to words what it was like? The longing we shared could have broke worlds to come together, the need could not fill the oceans, the care for each other was deeper than space, and there was an underlying edge of was could have been call a carnal passion more wild then the beast of the jungle. That kiss we shared said more then words ever could. It was the kind of kiss that could make you die happy, make you smile in hell for you have known a true and pure kiss. The memory of that kiss makes me weak and strong all at once but never unhappy.

So knowing all that id like to get opinions on what i should do.

Edit: i did try to date once shortly after she moved away but i had to end it after only a few months, i realized i only loved one woman and it wasnt fair to who i tried to date knowing inside me theres a special someone i love more then anyone ive met. Ive had women want to date me but i cant bring myself to do it. This one woman stole my heart and its still her's. So ive been single for roughly 8 years now.