dday was april 24th. i found texting apps contacting escorts, hidden sexting/dating/cam apps/accounts, and a huge load of porn in his upvotes on reddit.

for those of you who experienced betrayal with reddit porn, does still being on this app after ever feel triggering? while my feed is obviously only what i choose, it’s almost like i can, i don’t know, FEEL the porn near me? or occasionally i’ll creep on a profile that seems innocent enough and then i’ll see interactions with the groups that my PA was looking at, or a girl that i know he would like, etc. but i also really enjoy being a part of this community, as i am not ready for anyone besides one of my friends in real life to know what’s been going on with me. thanks for listening if you read all this. and i hope everyone is strong today if you’re going out, or even just while scrolling on social media 🥺