I'm not sure if I've ever truly felt love / been in love before. I think, I've been in limerance type of love but I don't know if it's ever been love. I'm also a believer of, the only people who can have unconditional love are children because unconditional love means loving them no matter what. In adulthood , that can open people up to abusive relationships / being taken advantage of.

The person I'm with, feels like the closest thing to "love" I've ever felt before. I've liked people deeply before but never the way I feel about my bf. It's only been 1 year so still quite early but to put into context, my heart feels so warm when I'm with or without him (we don't live together), I get tears of joy when I think about him. We also briefly took a break and rekindled and I never usually give second chances at romantic ex's (we both where at fault). I wouldn't ever do it again but if I had a twin flame I feel like it would be him. He feels like a genuine friend, I've known a life time and with the exception of 1 other ex I've never felt that before in a an adult relationship, where I'm over 25. He's also the first person I dated seriously, after getting my autism diagnosis. He truly does accept me for me; the good, bad and ugly! & I accept him for him. The second time around, we definitely have found a deeper appreciate for each other.