My 7.5 month relationship with my bf is unbelievable to me. We are amazing together, never have I felt chemistry like this before. I love him so intensely, I desire him so strongly. He’s an absolute angel; he opens my door, takes my bags, does things for my family, runs errands for my son without being asked. I dote back on him in return with constant affection and small acts of love (making him snacks; back rubs, etc). My desire to give myself to him is endless, because he gives so generously of himself. So it’s this cycle of reciprocal love, care, and appreciation. We touch foreheads and breath in unison. I’ve sat with him through some heavy, dark mental health stuff. We have seen through challenges in our short time together. We never fight or speak unkindly to each other. We talk through things with love and understanding. The sex is amazing, kinky, rough and also loving. We are both share physical love languages and cuddle endlessly when together. I crave him, it’s like he’s part of me and we are a single unit.

He tells me he has never felt so loved and cared for. Sometimes we share these moments of peace together, just touch foreheads in silence. I’ve never had anything like this before, and I wonder if it is truly special and unique? I am finding this for the first time at 35 years old. I have had 2 failed long term 7 yr relationships. I can’t help but wonder if it’s all false and am waiting for it to crash.