I feel pretty dumb talking about this but i kinda would like to just let it out , im somebody that works a lot and dont go out that much and since my last relationship lasted 5 years and thing ended a year ago i felt it would be good if i started to go out a bit and try to meet people since my circle is really small ,so me and a couple of friends went to a party and long story short i ask this beautiful chick there if she would like to get a drink ,she says yes and i ask if she would like to walk with me to the bar since you know people sometimes do fucky things with other peoples drinks ,after we get the drinks we just talk for a while this is like 40 mins before the place closed and such and i dont thing ive ever been able to talk so normally with somebody ,as in i could talk about the most niche things and she would know what i was talking about even read such works towards the end i ask if i could get her number and she says she could give me her snap , problem is i dont have one and dont use social media like snap or instagram and she didnt feel like giving me her number which well i understand ,so all good we just keep before the place closes and she goes back to her friends i ask if she would like to have my number and she does get it and i just say i would love to maybe take her out somewhere we could talk some more and such. I know im just here to just ramble and all but i just feel like i wont ever see her again which i feel really bad about its kinda hard finding people IRL with which you feel you could talk hours on end and have that gut feeling that it just wont happen , this was more or less a couple days ago and i know its really early to be thinking like that but oh well ,to whoever read me rambling thank you very much and sorry about punctuation mistakes and maybe typos english is not my first language , i wish you all a good night day or afternoon , buh bye