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OK, yes. So this is going to be one of those "OMG, is this real" kinds of posts. I'm nervous as hell. But I'm going to take a lap of faith and hope the world doesn't hurt me.
So, I was a victim of an assault last year...yes, that kind. And it wasn't the first time. I'm a gay man. It took me a while to accept that, and accept being autistic. But I did. And now, perhaps after realizing so many men have abused so horribly abused me, my thoughts have drifted towards women. I mean I tried it once or twice in college, but...you know, nothing happened down there. But when I look at a woman...it's not sexual, but sometimes there's a romance. Like I want to kiss her. I want to hold her hand. And if she were to touch me down there...I'd be ok with that.
My fiance's died about 20 years ago last week. This has been a hard week. I need affection. And gay men are only interested in hooking up. So yes, I just want a soft, gentle, warm soul next to me. Is that so unreasonable given everything that's happened to me? Can people not make me feel bad about needing this right now?
Anyway, if I haven't terrified you in the other direction, hit me up.
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