I get that all relationships are inherently reciprocal, I mean if I'm getting something out of it and giving you something in return by definition it's reciprocal, but what I don't get is the blatancy of it nowadays. It used to be people would use you in secret, in silence but today it's like everyone wants to come out and just be all "well honestly I am hanging out with you because of all the money you spend on me, and thats why I got so close to you and brought all my friends around you so maybe you could get more friends." Like who does this? I swear I can't stand humans at all... I just wanna talk to someone who isn't expecting me to lend or give them money. If I spend a month talking to another female for her to ask if I'm ever going to join her OF or keep wasting her time I might fucking lose my brain.